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I STILL HAVE MOMENTS

Recently, I woke up one morning feeling sad with a heaviness on my heart. This morning felt different from every other morning. I couldn’t figure out why there was a heaviness I couldn’t shake off. I told myself I would feel better if I got up and started the day. Starting the day didn’t change […]

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Why Do I Still Feel This Way?

It has been almost three years since my mother’s passing, and I still find myself drifting off at the thought of her and trying to remember her voice, her laugh and her smell. Even at work, I’ll feel the tears flowing down my cheeks and quickly hide my face before anyone notices. How different would […]

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LETTING GO OF GUILT AND REGRET

I can’t fully express how often after my mother’s passing I began to experience regret. There were so many overwhelming thoughts and questions rushing through my mind. I suffered from crippling guilt. Maybe I wasn’t the best daughter. I could have treated her better. I could have honored her more. Then, of course, the memories […]

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It’s Okay To Ask Why?!

When life throws you curve balls, when a love one is taken away so soon, our number one question to GOD is WHY? In the Christian world we are taught to not ask why? We are taught asking GOD questions is insulting to his plans he has for our lives, I once read somewhere that […]